| your ignorance hurts me. i just hope you can understand. i did not mean anything. i hold my promise. i just dont understand. everthing changes now. you are not like the old _____. you hv too, changed. i cried bcoz i dont wanna lose you. i love everybody including you. you dunno how much pain i bear, watching your ignorance towards me. can we be more mature? i dont really care, what you wanna do, or what you wanna say. i'm just being there for a "friend" like you. i'm confused. are you a person with no heart? or am i just wasting my time, caring about you,who dont actually care about me? or all this while i've been re-acted like a noob, dumb? i dont hate you. but i just want you to know,that i dont really quite understand you. all this while, i thought you are very understandable. you looks great. but knowing you even a slightly more better,i know, you changed. i just hv to admit this. i dont like the way you react to me. ignorance is worst. seeing me throughing you is even more worst. we've been "friends". and i want this to continue. how i wish, i would not hv met you. you made my life miserable. but it's fated. in my mind, you made a good relationships with others. stop being so damn unfair. i will always assure that you are always my "good friend, my best buddies." this couldnt be happening to me and you. i hate you. i love you. i dunno. but stop putting up an act, by showing that you care. i seriously cant bear crying all night, thinking about our problems as "friends." i hope our friendship will not end. but if it is fated, than, i think, it will be the best way too, coz, i will stop concerning you in everything....... i hatelove you. :[ |
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